To Father: Abba: {Alpha N Omega-God N Jesus Christ}
Father, Thank You For Fighting For Mi Life In 2005, 2012, & 2012,: You Fought For Mi Soul As Well, Father I Bow Down! Only You Could Redeem, Father I Had So Many #Seizures I Can notCount, But Father You Restored, Me, You Healed MeIn Da Name Of Jesus Christ , I Bow Down,I Give You All Da Praises. I Know You Where Fighting For Me, It Brings Me To Tears Father, And Humbles Me, And Yes, You Are Unstoppable, DaUnstoppable "King" Of "Nalani". Father I Believe In Your Power+ And Grace+And Your Mercy+, Im Your Prime Example: God, Thank You,Sir I Didn't Realize All Thoze, Yearz 1988-2015, Your Tender Hand Was At Work, Molding Me And Protecting Me And Even Tho, I Had To Go Thru All #Thoze Vallies Of Death, Father You Wuz There, Glory To You Father, Glory To You, " Yahweh", There Was No Else Bringing Me Back From Death, ButYou And Yes, I Remember Thoze Events, And Even Thoze Memories Were Sad And Hard To Endure, But You Want Me To Remember You Amazing Power And Miracles Worked In " Mi LIfe" So Yes I Testify In Da Name Of Jesus Christ, MI Savior Over Mi Deaths, "Only You Can" I Lift My Hand ToTo Da Un-Stoppable"King of Mi Heart & Soul" , You See Far Past Things I Cant See, So I Put Mi Trust And Faith In Your Forever, Like I Have Always! I Trust And Obey You Father! https://www.facebook.com/AlphaChristianKeolaGayBiNalaniKanoaPadillaLincoln
To You Abba-Father: {Alpha N Omega-God N Jesus Christ}
This World Is All Yours, And I Know You Love All;All Your Children That Stand With You and Jesus Christ Only. I KnowYou Laid Down Your Life, To Give Your Son Life, In Return That The World Will Be Saved, And Not Condemn,You Didn't Make Mistakes, You Made You HumansThat, Made A Lots Of Them, But That What Makes Us Human and Not You. There Is Not One Perfect Example, But Jesus Christ Mi Savoir Who Loves Me #Keola So Much, And Healed I Be In His Name, I Believed In And Will Never Forget The Pain And Sacrifice He Shed For Me, To Stand Today And Claim It Over And Over And Over Till I See You Again, Father In Heaven.Keep Moving Father, Move And Like You Said This Earth is Jesus Christ Footsool, Let #Thy Word Come To Pass, I #Da Tauras Party Leader, Gay Christian Alpha Man Jock Represents You,Like I Was Going To Do,Father Its Not Over Till You Say Its Over, So I Believe In It! Flip Thoze Chapters And Change This World, To Let All Your Gay Jock Christian Brothers Dominate This Earth, And Correct And Change This World, To Better Your Kingdom Here On Earth As It Is In Heaven{Nalalni}: You Moved Me From Death To Life and Back Again, So Help Me Father. #I Will Trust And Obey Your Word and Guidance! https://www.facebook.com/AlphaChristianKeolaGayBiNalaniKanoaPadillaLincoln
To You Abba, Father Of #Nalani {Alpha N Omega-God N Jesus Christ}:
Let This Be Another Testimony of Life{Keola}:
I Was Listning, Father To Mi Christian Music In Mi Ears, Like I Do Everynight And EveryDay, And Father As I Woke This Was Playing In Mi Ears, And Of Course, In A None Continuous Loop,{OCD} Father, A Flood Of Emotions Rushed Thru Mi Body,Your Spirit Overtook Mi House And Room, I Felt You Father, And All I Could Say, Yes Father, Yes In Da Name of Jesus Christ. Like Right, Now Im At Da Library And Father, Im Tryin Not To Cry, But Father, You Have Been So Good To Me, You Saw Me At Me At Mi Lowest Father, You Saw Me When I Lost Mi Sanity-Due To Abuse,After Neglect, After Abuse Induced By No Medical /Physical & Mental Help Father. I Was Reaching Out But, Like You Said, Father {Few Would Make It To #Heaven, And I Understand Now,} “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it”I Understand It Now Father, I Understand It Many Years Ago{2015-2004}: Thank You Father I Had To Go Thru It, To Find You, And Now Im Crying Father, At This Damn Library, Because, Father, I Was So Hurt, By Everyone In Mi Life At Those Times In Life, You Knew Da Pain, I Was Going Thru At Da Time, PTSD! I Think The Year, Was 2003,{Siezures} or So Yes Father That Was Very Traumatic For Keola, He Was Kicked Out To Da Streets, And Had No Supportive Family, No Love, To Help Care For His Needs, Emotional Nor Mental. Father It Was Hard To Find You Real In Mi Life, Or Grasp The Significance Of Mi Situation, The Emotional Pain, Was So Hard To Handle, And Father, I Did not Understand At Da Time, Y I Had To Go Thru That Storm, And Y Did I Have To Carry That Rugged Cross, But I Was So Young Even If You Would Have Told Me, I Would Have Not Understood Your Plan For Keola, {Life}. I Was Carrying Father A Lot Hurt, At Da Time, Rejection, Abandonment, Neglect, Low-Self Esteem, Struggling With Social Interactions{Agoraphobia} With Society, Because of Da Way You Made Me, {Gay}. Thank You Father You Must Think Da World Of Me To Give Me Such A Load To Carry, And Yet Im Abled Only Thru You Father, and Jesus Christ, I Would not Be Alive Testifiying Here In 2019 And Carrying Mi New Cross, Because I Traded That Old Rugged Cross, For A New One That You Polished For Me, Not To Be Stained Again, Because I Understand Father, How Much You Love Me, And I Love Me Not For Giving Up In 2015, When You Came To Mi Rescue Father, I Love You And Yes Father, I Devote This Life,-Keola Only To You And Jesus Christ, For You Restoreth My Soul, Mind, Body, and Health. Please Take Mi Hand And Walk Me Down Da Aisle, I Do Father, Take Mi Hand Jesus Christ I Do For As Long As You Grant Me Life{Keola} On This Earth Till You Call Me Home{Nalani}I Never Questioned Who You Made Me, I Questioned Theze Humans, And Y They Where So Concerned About Who I Have Sex With, That's All They Seem to Focus On, When It Came To Who Made Me {Gay} But Father, Riddle Me This Y Is None Anyone's Business Who Have A {Gay} Life{Dr. Daniel John Ford Padilla 2005-Mi Stud} With Soon, I Never Understood It, And Probably Never Will, With These Humans Here On Earth!Could You Make Them Change In Da Name Of Jesus Christ, You Said If I ask it In Your Sons Precious Name, Then Its Shall Come To Pass, So Father, Make Thoze Mountians, Move In Da Name Of Jesus Christ, I Believe In You and Jesus Christ, Mi Savior Who Loved Me, So Much And Said, This is Mi Son Keola, I Will Heal Him, For He is Loved And I Will Never Kick Him Out Mi Kingdom{Heaven}, For He Is Redeemed Sinner Saved by Gace And Mercy, And Saved {1988} By Da Precious Blood of Jesus Christ: All I Wanted Father, Was To Live With You & Jesus Christ, Seriously I Never Wanted To Ever Be Surrounded Again, By Humans, But There Wuz A Point In This Story That I Was Missing, You Was Trying To Speak To Me, Father Forgive Me, I Had To Surrender And Surrender Completely, I Had To Open Mi Heart Completely And Let You Do Your "Will", And That Happened in 2015, When You Breathed Da Life {Keola} Back Into #Nalani, So To God Be Da Glory, Father You Completely Changed Mi Perspective And Insight On How To Look, On Mi Past Hurt And Trauma, Yes Those Where Painful Experience, But You Father You, Wuz There To Give Me Food, Shelter, Providing A 'WAY out Of "NO WAY", So For No One To Say You Don't Reign, Is A Fool, And I Pity Them. All I Want To Praise You Father, Each And Everyday and Night, I Know You Sent Me Back To This Earth For A Specific Design{Lead-Lincoln}, And I Know Your Call On My Life, Is Strong I Feel It And I Submit To It. You Made Me Strong, You Made Me A Leader-Lincoln, You Made Me Kind, You Made Me Brave, You Made Me A Survivor, You Made Me Fighter{Bull} You Made Me A Man Full Of Integrity, You Made Me An Alpha Male Christian Tauras Jock All in Your #Gay Image since 4 21 1983: {Dominion}:Nothing Of Man Can Stand In The Way The Word Of God, For I Stand On The Promises of God, And It Will Come To Pass: All Glory To Jesus Christ Who Stands With Keola{Life} Nalani Kanoa Padilla Lincoln 4 A Reason: For Keola Bows Down In The Presence Of His Father "Yahweh", & Jesus 4 Eternity and Eternal! I lift YOU UP FATHER, I LIFT YOU JESUS CHRIST AND KEEP RISING FOR YOU REIGN ABOVE DA MOST HIGH, #MELICHIZEDEK https://www.facebook.com/alphamaleKeolaNalaniKanoaPadillaLincoln421.global/ #Alpha421Speaking
Everyday Is Day Of Thanksgiving For Me {Keola Nalani Kanoa Padilla Lincoln} Y Father, You Keep Reminding Me Of All You Amazing #Miracles, You Performed On Me, While I Lived In #Hell {Tulsa Ok}So Let Dis Be Mi Testimony: Flashback Father,I Keep Seeing, Mi-self Helpless In Da Back Of A Cab, After From #Gran- Mal Massive Siezure in 2012, Sir I Was Immobilized And I Didnt Know {Who} I Wuz,All I Remembered Was Thoze Uneducated Useless No #Good, Police, and EMSOffering No Help, Father. I Wasnt Even Rushed To The Hospital, Not That It Would Have Done Me Any Good Anyhow Being That I Had No InsuranceIn This Great Land Of The #United States Of America{Change}-Ptsd, Father I Have Really Bad Flashback Of Being At Some #Bad Hospital Downtown, Tulsa{OSU}And Having A Sieuzre And Hitting Mi Head On Fountian In The Waiting Area, And Coming To On The Floor, WithNot A Single Soul Around To Help Me, Not Even Those Useless Professionals At That Hospital.Very Painful Father, Very Painful. And I Still Cry Till This Day, Because, I Was Having Seizure All That Day Father, And Lost Track Of Time, And Didnt Know Where I Was, Or Where Da Hell I Was, Or What Year It Was, I Had To Go Back On Medical Records To Get The Exact Time And Space, I Have Ptsd From This Occurrence And Trust No EMS, POLICE, FIRE FIGHTERS, ESPECIALLY THE ONES IN HELL- #OKLAHOMATULSA; and #KANSAS CITY MISSOURI: Father I Hate Thoses Places With A Passion, They Knew Because I Had No INSURANCE That Was Mainly The Concern Of Poor Treatment,This Is Of #satan, could You Send This Who System To Hell Along With All That Had Anything to Do With 2012 -2015 Treatment, That Was Wrong And, You Said What One Must Reap What Must Sow, So I Believe In That, Could You Make All That Stand Trial, Their Was No Compassion, They Mocked Me, Father In At #Tulsa Behavioral Health & Substance Abuse On {21 st Harvard}After I Was Brought In For Intake, In which I Had Epilepsy, Not A Mental Issue. Well I Was Homeless, And Struggling With Stabilization In Housing And Mi Ptsd Was Not Being Treated, But They Made Me Feel As If, The Lowest Of Individuals On The Earth: Father Could You Send That #Facility To Hell, And #All That Had Anything To Do With 2012 Treatment Of Keola,I Suffer From Ptsd From That SituationAs Well, Could You Make All Those #Bad Dr. Stand Trail, That Mis. Diagnosed Me And Induced Unnecessary Trauma In My Life At The Time.
But Thankyou, Father Blessing Me In Da Midst of Those Vallies and Storms, Your Mercy Endures Foerver, I GLORIFY YOU FATHER, I GLORIFY JESUS CHRIST, YOU NEVER GAVE UP AND SOUGHT ME OUT AND #TOLD, satan, GO TO HELL,THIS IS MY CHILD KEOLA AND I LOVE HIM I WILL HEAL HIM AND STAND HIM UP AGAIN IN 2005, AGAIN IN 2012, AGAIN 2015, AND FOREVER AS LONG AS HE PRAISES ME, THIS CHILD IS MINE FOREVER; HE KEEPS ME 1ST IN HIZ LIFE AND PUTS NONE OTHER, THATS Y HE IS BLESSED AND LIKE HE KEEPS TELLING YOU HUMANS,"NO WEAPON FORMED WILL EVER PROSPER, IT MAY FORM BUT WILL NEVER FOLLOW THRU" IF FALLS DEAD ON ARRIVAL. THUS SAITH, DA LORD DA GOD OF ISSAC, JACOB, SARAH, AND KEOLA! AMEN KP!
To Mi Father{ Alpha N Omega-God YahWeh N Jesus Christ}
Thank You For, Making Me Believe In #Life Again {Keola}I Have Been Reading Mi Bible Like You Have Been Guiding Me To Du So, And Yes I Know Its Bi No Mistake, For You Said Father, If I Seek Ye 1st Da Kingdom Of God, Then All Theze Thangs Shall Be Added Unto Keola, So I Believe In It:This Is All For Your Glory, Father. Im Learning Alot About Your Truth, Yes I Have Been LiedTo A Lot In Da Past, But Now I Have Da Truth, And Its Dat You Love Me And I Am Suppose To Share Da Love You Have For Me WithAll That May Despise Me, For We All Sinned{Sinners} And Come Short Of Your Glory Father, And I Know I Am Not Perfect, But You Didnt Make Me Dat Way, You Made Me Keola, JustKeola!I Have Never Wanted To Be Perfect I Just Wanted To Be LovedAnd Showed Sum Affection Without Any False Pretense, Not Abused, and Not To Be Harmed. I Know Father, This is Part Of Mi Story{Life}, And Yes I Have Accepted It, But It Dose not Mean I Have To Stand For It.Father,#Ptsd Is Very Difficult To Deal With, But Because I Believe In You And Jesus Christ,There Is Not A Day, I Don t Feel Blessed To Able To Thank You, And I Fall To Mi Knees, For All You Have Done For Me In Mi Life, FatherYou Brought Me From A Mighty Long Way{Fought All Mi Battles}, And Yet More To Go{Race Not Finished}, So To Your Name Be All Da Glory Father, I Praise Your Name Every Morning and Before I Go to Bed And Rise In Da Morning,For I Know,"You Are Da Way, Da Truth, Da Light, And Da Life-of Keola"I Have Always Believed In You JesusChrist, Since I Wuz At Da Age of 5 in 1988, in Norfolk Virginia And You Made Me Da Man{Age: 36} I Am Today, Thank You Jesus Christ. I Bow Down In Your Precious Name and Lift You Up{Epsilon}, And I Will Bear Mi Cross With No Shame In Dis Game, To Claim Gay Christianity Jock, Y Its Da WayFather,Made Me And I Believe In Keola Again, Never To Look At Hiz Dead Past Again, Itz In Da Grave And Yes Father Im At Peace With It, You Made Me {Alpha} #Strong #LeaderAndI Accept: Align All Da Right Christian Humans That Will Help{Him} Into Hiz DestinyTo Further Your Kingdom{Alpha N Omga Llc. Kp Dp}In HeavenAs It Is#Heaven On Earth. For You Said, Father That KeolaCan Du All ThangsThru Jesus Christ,Your Son, Which Guides, Protects, And Loves Me, and Strengthens Me.............Philippians3:14reviesed kp{I BELIEVE}
Father, Bless This Artist And Dis Whole Group In All They Du: As They Touched#NalaniAs He Walked And Jogged And Sprint-ted{Mainly Walked Asthma}His 6 miles in Total, I Listened To It On Mi Fav. Station 88.5 {Life}{KCMO}This Song Keeps Resonating In Mi Spirit, Thank You! I Feel You Father,Keep Leading Me, You Know I Am Trusting And Obeying Only U! Itz Da Way You Made Me,Thank You,I Follow, This Heart Is Open And Mind Is Focused & Set On You, Because Of Your Mercy Set Me Free,Thank YouFather{Abba}I Love You So Much For Blessing Me Beyond Words! Been Mi Provider Thru All Lowest Lows, Thank You And I Lift You Up, You Brought Da Life{Keola} Back To Nalani{Heaven}, Thank You, I Lift You Up Agian Father, For You Reign Above All! Thank You For Showing Me How To Love Humans Again, Now Trust They Will Have To Earn, But Love I Will Do, Because You Love Me and And You Made {Me} and Made {Them}, So You Make {No Mistakes} In Your Plans.If Jesus Suffered For Me, What Is A Little Pain In Da 36 Years Of Mi Life.I Can Take All Da Pain Father, Y Because You Made Me Strong And At Da End Of Theze Storms ComesYour Son To Take Mi Pain All Away, IN DA NAME OF JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE OF MI OF MI FAITH {I BELIEVE}!
TO MI FATHER, {ALPHA N OMEGA-GOD YAHWEH, JESUS CHRIST}
Thankyou Father, For Being Mi Rock of Ages For Eternity, You Know I Bow Down, and I Praise Your Name Each And Every Day, Y I Know I Have Been Blessed And Truly Can Say I Love You For Love And Grace And Mercy. Father Let Me Hide Me Hide My Self In Thee. You Healed Me In Da Name of Your Precious Son Name Jesus Christ! And I Believe You Made Me Special{Gay} In Your Design Since 4 21 1983! Sorry Father It Took So Long To Realize How Unique I Wuz,I Had To Undue A lot Trauma, That Humans Did To Me From 1992-2015, But In Da Name of Jesus Christ I Made It, Just Like Jesus Did on Da Cross As He Died on Da Cross For My Sins, Thank You Jesus For Covering My Sins, And Giving Me Salvations, And Setting My Feet Back On Da Path of Righteousness! Now I Stand On Solid Ground Never To Be Shaken, My Faith Strong! Thank You Father, You Did Not Leave Me, But Help Me Be A Better Christian Man! I Believe In Keola Again And I Will Never Let A Human Being Make Him Fell Worthless, Because He Is A Chilld Of God, and Now A Man Of God Matured, To God Be All Da Glory-Who Leads Me Since Da Age 1988 {5} Norfolk Virginia {Saved}
To Mi Father{Alpha N Omega-God/ YahWeh N Jesus Christ}
I Trust In You, Like I Have Always, And Will, I Will Not Submit To Human! I Claim You Till I Live Again and Again I Live, You Gave Me Mi Life, and Only You Can Take It, For I Seek Refuge You In You Jesus Christ, You Took Da Fall For Me, Above All And Was Crucified For Me, Thank You and I Bow Down and Honor You, For You Are Mi Lord And Savior and Master, There Will Be None Other, I Swear! Father Protect Me, I Serve You Everyday, I Pray To Your Holy Name, That Will Be Done In Mi Life, For I Align With Your Righteous Wayz, I lift You up Above All Father, I Lift You Up Above All Kings, You are MI GOD, Da Head Of Mi Life! Keep Leading Me, And Mi Faith Is Strong Father, Lift Me Up! to be continued..............................
Psalms 23
Da Lord is Mi Shepard I Shall Not Want, He Makes Me Lieth Down in Green Pastiures. He Leadz Me Besides Still Waters He Restoreth Mi Soul. He Leadz Me In Da Path Of Righteouness For His Name Sake Even Thoe I Walk Through All Valleies of Shawdoez of Death I Keola Will Fear No Evil For Da Lord Thy God Is With Me For Eternity. Thy Rod And Staff Comfort Me. Sobeit
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